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Oh hello. I am Ava and I am 17. Strawberries and Cream and novels are my favorite things.


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Wednesday, March 03, 2010
someone pinch me please.




The sweetest dreams dont always come when you want them to.
In fact, its the nightmares that like to make the surprise visit.
i know, i promised myself not to talk about it..


but ytd night, i actually dreamt i saw my grades.
seriously.
and it was blood-puking-inducing.
or maybe even sucide-inducing.
i dont know which one is worse...but you get the idea. the outcome wasnt very pleasant.


Well, i was relieved to be back in reality..
for now.
its comforting to know tt there are still some ppl and things that makes you feel safe and protected even when worse things happen.
the feeling of being able to rely on someone.. is haha~blissful~
feeling happy about tmr~


zzz.. i know should really go to sleep now if i want to stay away from panda eyes
BUT.. haix.. that convo..
There's nth wrong with what was said.


But Im just afraid of the future, like how im resisting the idea of seeing my results.
I know they all say its the process and experience and memories that counts..
but we care about the outcome for a reason too..


For furthur progresses.
I cant wait for the day when i can stop hiding and fearing the non-existent.
its kinda stupid... but everytime i think about the positives, it gives me courage.
perhaps i should really Just Do It..
soon.


ganbatte.........
& God blesses.



~may my dreams be filled with......eu~~
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